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Chapter 2 - The Song in the Attic

Mara did not press her advantage. She didn't leap up or praise Lily for speaking. She simply nodded, as if Lily had shared a perfectly ordinary fact about the weather.

“Rain?” Mara asked softly, laying her palm across the guitar strings to stop their vibration. “Was it a fast rain or a slow rain?”

Lily’s breath caught in her throat. She dragged herself another foot out from under the Steinway, her small, pale fingers clutching the edge of the cream-colored rug. “It was... it was the song when the window gets wet.”

Daniel stepped into the room, his voice shaking with sudden, uncontrolled desperation. “Lily! Sweetheart, what song? Tell Daddy! Is it the nursery rhyme? The one with the raindrops?”

The moment Daniel spoke, the delicate thread snapped.

Lily reeled back as if struck. Her eyes dilated with wild panic, her tiny face contorting into a mask of pure rage. She scrambled backward under the piano, her back slamming against the rear foot, and let out a piercing, glass-shattering shriek.

“GO AWAY!” she screamed, hammering her fists against the floor. “GO AWAY, DADDY! YOU DON’T KNOW IT! YOU DON’T KNOW HER!”

“Lily, please!” Daniel pleaded, dropping to his knees, reaching out his hands. “I’m trying to help you!”

“OUT!” the child shrieked, her voice tearing into a painful, ragged sob. “OUT OUT OUT!”

Mara instantly stood up, placing her body directly between Daniel and the piano. Her face was stern, her posture unyielding. “Mr. Mercer. Leave the room.”

“She’s my daughter—!”

“And you are triggering her shock response,” Mara snapped, her voice low and sharp enough to make Daniel stop in his tracks. “You are forcing your desperation onto a child who is drowning. Walk out that door. Now.”

Daniel stared at Mara, his eyes wide with a mixture of shock and profound humiliation. Never in his adult life had anyone ordered him out of a room in his own house. But when he looked past Mara at his daughter—who was hyperventilating, clawing at her own chest under the shadow of the piano—he saw the truth.

He turned around and walked out, his heavy footsteps echoing down the corridor like gunshots.

Mara waited until the double doors clicked shut. She didn't try to touch Lily. She sat back down on the floor, picked up her guitar, and began playing a gentle, rhythmic pattern—a repetitive, soothing strum that mimicked the steady beat of a quiet heart.

It took twenty minutes for Lily’s ragged breathing to slow down. The child remained curled beneath the instrument, her thumb wedged into her mouth, her eyes fixed on Mara with an exhausting combination of fear and longing.

“He doesn't know the song,” Lily whispered finally, her voice barely audible over the soft strumming.

“Why doesn't he know it?” Mara asked gently.

“Because Mommy only sang it to me,” Lily said, her little chest heaving with a quiet sigh. “In the dark. When the lightning came.”

“Do you remember the words?”

Lily shook her head frantically, tears spilling over her eyelashes again. “I forgot them! I tried to play it on the big keys, but the keys sounded mean! I forgot Mommy’s words, and now she’s gone forever!”

The truth crashed over Mara like a cold wave. The fourteen child psychologists, the grief counselors, the medical directors—none of them had understood why the little girl was hitting the piano keys until they cracked.

Lily wasn't throwing tantrums. She was desperately trying to reconstruct the lost melody of her mother's voice before her four-year-old memory erased it entirely. The fear of forgetting the song was terrifying her more than the grief itself, because to Lily, forgetting the song meant losing her mother a second time.

“You haven't lost it, Lily,” Mara said softly, her eyes shining with fierce conviction. “It’s still inside you. It’s just hiding because there’s too much noise in this big house.”

Lily peeked out from behind the mahogany leg. “Can you find it?”

“We can find it together,” Mara promised. “But we need to look in the places where your mommy’s voice used to live.”

Ten minutes later, Mara walked out into the grand hallway. Daniel was standing near the base of the winding staircase, a crystal glass of whiskey untouched in his hand. He looked like a man who had lost a war.

“Is she asleep?” he asked, his voice hollow.

“No,” Mara said, setting her guitar case against the wall. “She’s resting. Mr. Mercer, I need to ask you something, and I need the absolute truth.”

Daniel looked at her, his guard completely down. “Anything.”

“What happened to Ellie’s personal music collection? Her notebooks, her sheet music, her recordings?”

Daniel’s face drained of color. He looked away toward the far wing of the mansion. “When... after the funeral... I couldn't bear to look at her things. I had Mrs. Nolan pack everything from her studio into boxes.”

“Where are those boxes, Daniel?”

“In the attic storage room,” he whispered. “I locked the door. I haven't been up there since November.”

Mara stepped closer to him, her eyes searching his tortured face. “Lily is terrified because she’s forgetting a specific song her mother sang to her during storms. A song you apparently never heard. She is tearing herself apart trying to find those notes on that piano.”

Daniel blinked, a sharp gasp escaping his lips. “A song... during storms?”

“Did Ellie write music?” Mara pressed.

“She... she studied classical composition in college,” Daniel said, his hands beginning to shake so violently that the ice in his glass clinked against the crystal. “She kept a journal. A blue leather book. She was always writing fragments of music at night when I was traveling for work.”

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Mara laid a gentle hand on Daniel’s forearm. For the first time, he didn't pull away from human contact.

“We need that blue book, Daniel,” Mara said softly. “And you are going to be the one to go up to that attic and fetch it.”

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